*I wrote this on July 30th, 2018. It has been in my drafts ever since & was debating on posting it but here it is.* Hello friends, It's been so long & I always start this the same way because I am so bad at updating, it's not even funny. It's been almost 5 months since I last updated & BOY have things changed. I got my nose pierced & did a bit of soul searching. Most people wouldn't think these are big changes but to me, they are everything. The last time I updated in March,

Hello, Let's start off by saying I suck so bad at keeping up with my blog. I swear I don't mean to. Let me explain... It all started when I posted my last blog update a few months ago. I had never posted it on Facebook until then bc it's something like, I don't mind my friends on Twitter reading it bc most understand me. But once i put it on Facebook, ~actual~ people I ~actually~ knew in real life were able to read my inner, most personal thoughts. I know: it sounds so weird.