September.  Month 9 out of 12. Day 262 out of 365. I am alive!

It's been a really long winter. My last post was over 3 months ago & when I read it, I just want to hug that Saddie because little did she know what the next 3 months would have in store for her. Over the course of the winter, I've written blog posts but have never published them because I wasn't ready to share the heartbreak, humiliation & feelings of failure that I'd been dealing with since December. I had contemplated many times with just publishing what I had written but

Hello, It's been awhile since I last updated. I posted one earlier today that I wrote a month ago & was hesitant to post it but it's interesting to see how much my life changes from month to month. Today is Monday, September 3rd, 2018. I'm excited to see what this new month will bring me because I feel like I have been putting things out in the universe so lets see if they come to me.. August was an intense month for me. Work was INSANE. I worked 14 days straight, sometimes 1

Hello, Let's start off by saying I suck so bad at keeping up with my blog. I swear I don't mean to. Let me explain... It all started when I posted my last blog update a few months ago. I had never posted it on Facebook until then bc it's something like, I don't mind my friends on Twitter reading it bc most understand me. But once i put it on Facebook, ~actual~ people I ~actually~ knew in real life were able to read my inner, most personal thoughts. I know: it sounds so weird.

Hello you beautiful humans, ... It's been awhile. When I last posted, I had just started this blog. I had everything planned on how I wanted to do this & then life hit me with a sucker punch. One minute I thought I was okay & the next minute I couldn't even get out of bed. There wasn't a specific thing that caused it, but I just couldn't shake this cloud over my head. I spent most of July in my house, only leaving for doctor appointments. Needless to say, it was a rough month

Hello, I know it seems like I've posted back to back but my first post was written about a month ago when I first decided to work on my blog. Due to life happening, I had to put everything on hold but during this time, I was able to come up with ideas of what I want to do with my blog. This past month I've been incredibly busy. I feel like life has just been throwing lemons at me expecting me to make lemonade but I can't seem to understand the recipe, if that makes any type o