September.  Month 9 out of 12. Day 262 out of 365. I am alive!

Here we are in December. It’s hard to believe 2018 was an actual year, never mind the fact we survived it. I’ve spent the past couple of weeks reflecting on my life – where I’ve been, where I am, where I want to be. I’m not going to lie, it’s been really hard. Self care isn’t sheet masks & positive vibes. It’s a lot of hard work – especially when it comes to forgiveness & moving on. What they don’t tell you is that you will cry (in my case it’s a lot because I LITERALLY CRY A

*I wrote this on July 30th, 2018. It has been in my drafts ever since & was debating on posting it but here it is.* Hello friends, It's been so long & I always start this the same way because I am so bad at updating, it's not even funny. It's been almost 5 months since I last updated & BOY have things changed. I got my nose pierced & did a bit of soul searching. Most people wouldn't think these are big changes but to me, they are everything. The last time I updated in March,

Hello, Let's start off by saying I suck so bad at keeping up with my blog. I swear I don't mean to. Let me explain... It all started when I posted my last blog update a few months ago. I had never posted it on Facebook until then bc it's something like, I don't mind my friends on Twitter reading it bc most understand me. But once i put it on Facebook, ~actual~ people I ~actually~ knew in real life were able to read my inner, most personal thoughts. I know: it sounds so weird.

Hello beautiful humans, I am back again. I know, I know! I said I was going to blog every week & yet here we are like 3 weeks later. I suck at blogging so bad because I want everything to be super perfect but life's not really like that. It's the control freak in me that doesn't want to put myself out there unless it's this totally put together persona & if we're being honest, I am nothing like that. When I first decided to start a blog, I wanted to be open & honest about eve

Hello you beautiful humans, ... It's been awhile. When I last posted, I had just started this blog. I had everything planned on how I wanted to do this & then life hit me with a sucker punch. One minute I thought I was okay & the next minute I couldn't even get out of bed. There wasn't a specific thing that caused it, but I just couldn't shake this cloud over my head. I spent most of July in my house, only leaving for doctor appointments. Needless to say, it was a rough month

Hello, I know it seems like I've posted back to back but my first post was written about a month ago when I first decided to work on my blog. Due to life happening, I had to put everything on hold but during this time, I was able to come up with ideas of what I want to do with my blog. This past month I've been incredibly busy. I feel like life has just been throwing lemons at me expecting me to make lemonade but I can't seem to understand the recipe, if that makes any type o

Hello beautiful people of the internet, Since this is my first ever blog post, I figured I would start by letting you know why I chose to start a blog & where the inspiration of my blog name came from, assuming you've already read my About Me. I had contemplated for a loooong time whether or not I should make a blog. I was worried if people would truly be interested in what I had to say or whether I even had anything worth saying. For almost 2 years, the thought of creating m